I'm back from my break! I'm not happy to be back at school but I'm excited to get back to focusing on my goals. So when I was home I went to my boyfriend's house and his parents told me that they're taking us to Hawaii for our Christmas present!! I couldn't believe it, and at first I was super excited. That is until I realized that Hawaii=beach and beach=bikini and right now I'm F-A-T. Luckily we're not going until May so I have about 6 months to not look like crap in a bathing suit. This is going to be such good motivation for me! I would not be caught dead wearing a bikini with the body I have now, I really need to lose this weight. I want to have fun in Maui and not have to be worried about my body at all. I want my boyfriend to be proud to have me by his side. But yeah I have to do this no matter what. No excuses. I want this more than anything.
Anyways, I'm off to bed. I'll give you guys a better post tomorrow, just had to tell you the exciting news right away!