Tuesday, November 9, 2010


Hey girls, thank you all for the lovely comments and tips on how not to totally pig out when I'm with the fam. I'm going home tonight and I just wanted to let you guys know that I probably won't be able to post until I get back on Sunday. I'll be thinking of you guys and sending you all my love and strength! When I get back, its back to restricting and on to losing tons and tons of weight!! I'm going to get all my supplies and post my weight daily no matter what. That will be good motivation for me, I don't want to fail you girls or myself. To motivate me when I get back, I decided to write down a few of the reasons I need to lose this weight...

1) To stop hating myself
2) To be able to walk into a store and buy the clothes I like, not the ones I think will cover up my fat
3) Because I hate being the girl that "used to be so skinny" 
4) So that I can feel tiny, delicate and sexy in my boyfriend's arms
5) Because nobody thinks I can do it
6) So I can wear a bathing suit for the first time in 2 years
7) So that I can hear everyone tell me how great I look, how skinny I've gotten
8) To see ribs instead of rolls, bones instead of bulge
9) To be a size 2 again
10) To be happy!!

Inspiring pics of the day go to model and fellow Canadian Jessica Stam. Enjoy!


  1. good luck @ home, can't wait to hear how it goes! Love your list-- I think I'm going to make one too :)
    Stay strong! <3
    Xo, K.

  2. have fun with the family.
    love your list.. do you like making lists? Im fkn apes over lists!
    you can do it. stay skinny :)