Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I'm back :)

Hey girls sorry I've been gone for a while. It was just a super hectic time with finals, then home for Christmas, I haven't really had a moment to relax. My grades are in and I did well :) Let's just say I got higher than an A average. I'm really happy and hoping that they'll keep giving me scholarships so I can leave school with the same amount of money I went in with. I've kind of lost my way with the weight loss but I'm ready to get back on track. My guy friend is coming in like 18 days and I want to lose a bit of weight by then and at least feel better about myself. And Hawaii!! I need to look decent because right now I'd rather kill myself then be seen in a bathing suit. So I'm just gonna do my best to transition into weight loss mode again. I feel like such shit when I eat crap food. I'm tired and moody and I just feel bad about myself in general. I'm ready to feel good again and get back to where I was before finals :) 

I hope you all had an awesome Christmas! I got a beautiful watch from my mom, a bracelet from my boyfriend and some cash/giftcards which are always good. Oh and the trip to Hawaii from my boyfriend's parents of course. Anyone get anything amazing? 

That's the watch my mom got me, in case you were curious. I love it, best gift I got (even though I picked it out) lol.

Christmas break is going so fast, I don't want to go back to school :( but the good thing about being at school is no one watches what I eat, and its way easier to avoid eating junk. I'm excited to be back! I'll post picutres tomorrow, right now I have to go get ready for a night with my boyfriend. His parents are out of town for the night and its been a while if you know what i mean..;) Anyways, I'll talk to you girls tomorrow. Missed you!!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


Sorry guys! Been studying for finals like crazy (and eating crap) :( I'll post when I can. I'm feeling so unmotivated, I just need to get these done and then I can get back on track. I hate disappointing you guys, and myself. I need to get back on track asap. Sorry for the short post, I'll be back as soon as my exams are over!

Thursday, December 2, 2010


So I've been kind of a failure lately..I've been so stressed during this final week of school that I've just been eating normally. Not like pigging out or anything, but I'm sure I've gained. But I got another source of major motivation today. My friend is coming to visit and he hasn't seen me in a long time. I need to look good. The last time he saw me I weighed around 135! He's coming on January 16th and I have to lose as much weight as possible by then. We've kind of always had feelings for each other, but we've always been far apart and/or dating other people. I just want him to be jealous of my bf and wish that he could be with me. I need to look as HOT as possible. I haven't weighed myself and I'm kind of scared to, so I think I'm going to wait a couple of days. I just need to keep reminding myself that he's coming and that Hawaii will be here before I know it. MUST LOSE WEIGHT!

The Victoria's Secret fashion show was amazing as always. I love watching it and it totally got me back on track. Thought I'd give you guys a taste of the angels. So. Hot.