Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Hey girls.

CW: 155.5

I've been so busy, stressed, sad, lonely...I've lost weight but I hate to admit not in a healthy way. For the past week I just haven't had an appetite which is really strange for me. Usually I love food..but there's just..nothing. I've been barely eating just because I have no interest. I don't think its a good sign that when I'm hungry my first instinct is no longer to eat. I think it's a combination of exhaustion, stress and loneliness. I have no motivation for anything right now. No desire to get out of bed in the morning, study, eat...it's bad. I do find it comforting that I'm losing weight though. When everything else is falling down around me at least I have that. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you...like I said I have zero motivation. I really hope you all are doing well, or at least better than I am. I'm so tired, my bed is calling my name..

 

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  1. I love those bedsheets.

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  2. I've been similar but instead of losing, I've gained. I hope you're okay xx

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  3. I know how it feels. It's been happening to me for months now. I have no motivation. It will get better though, I promise.
    Hope you feel better soon.
    xx

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  4. Feel better babe. Be kind to yourself. I hope youre okay.

    X

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  5. I just found your blog, and we are around the same stats...

    I completely get what you mean about motivation and blah, I'm back at uni now and instead of getting back into a routine I skip class and lie in bed all day. It passes, I hope.

    You'll get there.
    xx

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