I've been so busy, stressed, sad, lonely...I've lost weight but I hate to admit not in a healthy way. For the past week I just haven't had an appetite which is really strange for me. Usually I love food..but there's just..nothing. I've been barely eating just because I have no interest. I don't think its a good sign that when I'm hungry my first instinct is no longer to eat. I think it's a combination of exhaustion, stress and loneliness. I have no motivation for anything right now. No desire to get out of bed in the morning, study, eat...it's bad. I do find it comforting that I'm losing weight though. When everything else is falling down around me at least I have that. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you...like I said I have zero motivation. I really hope you all are doing well, or at least better than I am. I'm so tired, my bed is calling my name..
I love those bedsheets.
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I've been similar but instead of losing, I've gained. I hope you're okay xx
ReplyDeleteI know how it feels. It's been happening to me for months now. I have no motivation. It will get better though, I promise.
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Feel better babe. Be kind to yourself. I hope youre okay.
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I just found your blog, and we are around the same stats...
ReplyDeleteI completely get what you mean about motivation and blah, I'm back at uni now and instead of getting back into a routine I skip class and lie in bed all day. It passes, I hope.
You'll get there.
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