I've been so busy, stressed, sad, lonely...I've lost weight but I hate to admit not in a healthy way. For the past week I just haven't had an appetite which is really strange for me. Usually I love food..but there's just..nothing. I've been barely eating just because I have no interest. I don't think its a good sign that when I'm hungry my first instinct is no longer to eat. I think it's a combination of exhaustion, stress and loneliness. I have no motivation for anything right now. No desire to get out of bed in the morning, study, eat...it's bad. I do find it comforting that I'm losing weight though. When everything else is falling down around me at least I have that. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you...like I said I have zero motivation. I really hope you all are doing well, or at least better than I am. I'm so tired, my bed is calling my name..