Monday, January 2, 2012

Ashamed.

First of all I just want to thank you all for your amazing support and love, it made me feel so much better. I don't know what I do without you. I can't believe I gained so much over Christmas break. I guess I should have expected it, I basically had a 3 week binge. I don't even want to say...but I have to. I have to hold myself accountable to you guys, whether it's good news or bad. My starting weight for 2012 is
 
166 

Yuck. So I have more weight to lose than I thought, 51 lbs to be exact. But I can do it, I want this. I got lots done today, including filling my fridge with healthy food. I also built the nightstand that I got from Ikea and am planning on going to look at some more stuff for my apartment today. I'm on a decorating kick...I want my apartment perfect and beautiful, just how I plan to be. So if I'm going to lose this weight by the time my boyfriend gets back in May I'll have to lose a little under 13 lbs a month. It's doable but difficult. I just need to work hard and stay dedicated.

Goal 1: 153 by February 1st
Goal 2: 140 by March 1st
Goal 3: 127 by April 1st
Goal 4: 115 by May 1st

May all our dreams come true in 2012, we deserve it.


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4 comments:

  1. AnonymousJanuary 2, 2012 at 6:25 PM

    I know you can do it! Believe in yourself.

    <3

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  2. ChickadeeJanuary 2, 2012 at 7:34 PM

    Perfect analogy of your apartment and your self :) You can do it, dear; you made some solid goals and your positivity is very inspiring.

    -Chickadee

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  3. Akova KimJanuary 2, 2012 at 10:42 PM

    Beautifully said. Never give up. We're always here to give you support. Keep at it and stay lovely.
    Have a great start to the new year. <3

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  4. LolitaJanuary 3, 2012 at 10:56 AM

    Love that photograph. Good luck, you can do it xx

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