Thursday, October 6, 2011

I have to do this.

So I've decided there is no choice here. I have to do this. I have tons of clothes in my closest that I want so badly to fit into again. Specifically a pair of dark skinny jeans and a hot red dress that I just bought for going out. I need to be able to go and buy a sexy fitted dress and not have to worry about my body. I want to be proud of it. I want to be confident, happy, beautiful, smart. I just want to be as close to perfect as I can get and the fact that I'm not moving in the right direction right now is stressing me out. After tomorrow I have 2 weeks with no exams, no assignments. I'm going to focus hard on losing weight and I'm going to do it. I'm going to get to 150 and beyond. I'm going to get myself to where I want to be and I'm going to be happy again. I don't want to go back, I need to move forward. No looking back. You have to be skinny to wear skinny jeans. 

6 comments:

  1. I have so many clothes that I would love to fit back into. I swear my wardrobe is full of clothes in 4 different sizes lol. But yeah. It would be nice to be able to wear skinny jeans more often again. xx

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  2. I hear yah! have been wearing the same 5 or 6 outfits to work for weeks now, because it's all that will fit at the moment. I too have the skinny jeans and slinky dress in my closet waiting to be put on. We just have to put our minds to it, and just do it. : )

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  3. i know what you mean don't worry you'll get there <3

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  4. I think the only way I would look good in skinny jeans would be a size 0 because my legs are an awful shape.

    You can do this :)

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  5. you can do this!! and i just love your thinspo!! <3

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  6. Good luck I hope all is going well for u...I really enjoy reading ur blog...

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